” We are all a little lonely these days, aren’t we?”
Sometimes all you do is nothing. Life means nothing. Friends mean nothing. It’s as if the world moves on and on and on and you are right there exactly at that very same spot where you once began. Is this the way it’s meant to be? What you deserve, stays with you… but what about all those dreams and wishes you thought were only yours? It’s like crying out so loud, when nobody can hear you. And surprisingly, it is peaceful to shut yourself and feel nothing at all. It is safe. But, that doesn’t get you anywhere. There has to be some meaning in life, a voice, a purpose, a victory perhaps…? Hope, faith and patience is all that’s left. But, one fine day I hope there are answers… long, happy answers.
Isn’t it strange, how people live their entire lives hoping for that day to come, and never live to see it? In the end, what do they feel like? Is it disappointment of not living up to that day? Or happiness that at least they lived for a purpose..and then die celebrating it?
I think I’m in the latter part. But, there is sadness attached to it, too. You never get to know what you lived for all your long, tragic life. You never get to know ‘love’. You never know. And you die. Damn.
(P.S. Feel free to answer the questions above!)
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